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PREFACE
"4U" is the 4th track in my album "magentayellowcyan", it is part of the magenta side. It goes over the feelings of love and confusion i felt for someone.
The confusion between either relating to the person or loving them. It has poorly aged as of now, it was written and produced before the same person it was made about sexually assaulted me.
I regret making this song, i regret having those feelings, but i still love that song. I just wish i hadn't made it about him, i wish it was for someone else now.
"2ME" is the 5th track of the same album, it directly mirrors "4U" but this time it's for me. It's the direct response after the assault, it wasn't planned to be made at all.
The first part still has remnants of "4U" 's production, just with a sadder tone. It represents the confusion, the hope and delusion.
The second part breaks all of it apart, it's the realization, the hate and the regret. It's much darker in tone and it ends with pure unlistennable and uncomfortable noise, it's loud and painful. The poison starts to wear off...
"POISON" is the 6th track, it's pure hate now, everything is fueled by anger. It's me finally realizing the type of person he is, i'm no longer seeing him how i wanted to and now i'm just giving him a taste of his own medicine. It's plotting a revenge and imagining all the bad things i wanna do to him.
"I'll take your keys, crash your car. Drive your shit straight into a wall.", "I trusted you and you let me down. I’l be the name next to your grave. Now you know, the truth can fall. Through the cracks it says my name.", "You think you’re petty? I’m much worse, I’ll slash your tires. Dent the rims. Break your windows. Smash the mirrors and burn this shit straight to the ground.".
I'll be releasing "4U" and "POISON" back to back as a single release, i don't know when but i will be doing it.
The day of harm.